Tuesday, December 8, 2009
I do a lot of thinking when I listen to this song.
silly ; unnecessary.
The worst part,
whatever that I'd be having in mind often contradicts with what I really really want.
Life.
JS' cover is not bad but I lovelovelove Tamia's original version.
Officially Missing You -
All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel it won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I've fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today I'm officially missing you
Ooh...can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do,
hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I'm officially..
All I do is lay around, 2 years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all, I don't know you at all
Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say, baby, safe to say
that I'm officially missing you
Ooh...can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I'm officially
Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go of you
I wanna be selfish but,
She still matters a lot to you doesn't she?
moving on doesn't mean i'm leaving behind, 3:41 PM :)
Sunday, December 6, 2009
maybe, we're just trying too hard.
6/12/2009 8.02-8.13 am
Wish I could ask for more but,
the ten minutes,
was already the bonus part.
I don't think I would forgive myself if I woke up any minute later.
Thanks for the good morning.
Thanks for giving me the determination.
Thanks for appreciating.
Now you know how much I can do for you?
yes, I want you to know that. (:
And with that,
I'm back to coughing, sneezing and killing trees.
Have a nice week ahead, readers.
xx.
moving on doesn't mean i'm leaving behind, 8:22 AM :)
He said I was scary that I could read his mind so well.
She said I was gifted that I could put her thoughts into words with precision.
I say,
I'm just seeing another bigger, clearer picture than what you're looking at.
and You're in it.
(:
There are just times that, smiling gets tiring.
If you step back , take a deep breathe, and you think that you can still fake the smile.Congratulations. Your level of tolerance has gone another level higher.
And,Welcome to life.
We actually are all seeing the same thing. Just that, when you're in it, you won't notice the little little things that you do, little little things that you've mentioned, the minute details that you cared for, the way you look when you're speaking of that particular person, the way you defend for him/her without yourself knowing.
These are what make me know a little bit more of you than yourself.
I don't stalk you, I just pay attention to all these.
And,
It's the way I try to know you, better.
Trust me, it's not hard.
Btw,
Hey ,you could pretend that you disregard whatever I've said. It's just the superego in you. But it was written all over your face, all I've mentioned was true. Again, you are not seeing what I am. I don't mind if you disagree, but don't make yourself regret alright? (:
It's still there. Look Closer.
xx.
moving on doesn't mean i'm leaving behind, 2:24 AM :)
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Hello sayangs.=)
was looking back at my previous blog posts.
I realized the way I write changed.
I WAS DEFINITELY MORE CHEERFUL BACK THEN. (:
But no worries. I'm all good.
Yes I-ting, don't give me that look. I'm fine.(:
3rd of December was embarrassing yet memorable.
Thanks for the night tard. Now you know why I've been withdrawing.(:
Sometimes, it takes a lot to love a person and choose to be with that person ... you'd have to always look at the bigger picture. Then start worrying about whatnot's. How you wish the fear and hesitation in you could subside.
Sometimes, it takes a whole lot more to love that person and decide that he is someone you should live without for he is better without you.
Then again, Can you let go?
Are you that positive that, it's not worth trying at all?
Maybe, he/she is the only one that makes you go through all this hesitation and longings.
Maybe, he/she is the only one that can make you feel this way.
He/she could be the only one that's worth the pain.
At times, all you have is just this much,only sufficient for you to love that person and to be with that person.
The whole lot more ? The maybe-I-should-give-up part?
Leave it, for once.
(:
xx.
moving on doesn't mean i'm leaving behind, 9:24 PM :)
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
YES I GOT THE PLANNER. I HAVE AWESOME FRIENDS.
IT'S DECEMBER ALREADY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANTHONY.
and guess what,
Hazel Lai will be leaving in 12hours' time.
bugger. =(
moving on doesn't mean i'm leaving behind, 3:10 AM :)
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Suddenly have this urge to flood my followers' tweet page.
Changed my mind.
Thought I have this better place to think out loud.
I thought I knew you for a minute,
Now maybe I'm not so sure anymore.
...
I don't anymore.
Let me know if you're changing your mind again?
Did you forget that you've put a halt to that?
As much as I hope it was only a comma,
I know clearly why you hesitated.
No, what you said was only an excuse.
Think again,
you meant, I was not good enough for you.
I was never.
Never what you wanted.
If I have to sit alone and think this through over and over again,
it will only make me think,
Hey,I need you.
I can't hold back anymore.
Despite the walls and barriers I've built,
I'm none other,
ordinary.
And you're too good to be true for someone ordinary.
That's all I'm saying.
Everything coming down to nothing.
And,
there I go again,
" I'm fine. "
It's like trying to hold water in your hands - disappointing, and a waste of time.
ps: readers, don't bother asking. you know it won't work.
moving on doesn't mean i'm leaving behind, 5:55 AM :)
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Another month to Christmas.
17 more days till I have to leave.
Hazel, Bath, Jerry,Kelvin, Yitguan, Kaiping, TzeHong, Harin.
This is not good.
):
9 more days till you leave again.
moving on doesn't mean i'm leaving behind, 9:18 PM :)
